Feelings

The cliche butterflies in your stomach when you see them
Smiling every time you hear their name
Getting excited when you know you are going to see them

The typical 'crush' feelings. Unfortunately, I've got them.

Normally i love feeling like this. Its exciting and fun. But not this time around. Not when you know nothing will come of these feelings.

Although i haven't spoken to this said crush, i know they wouldn't feel the same way as me. So even if i did tell them, i would get my hopes up, they would be crushed and i would turn into a lil emo kid. And right now that's not what i want.

So now my mission is to forget about them, stop the feelings and move on. Ive done it before so i know i can do it again. There is a huge part of me that doesn't want to. That's clinging on to that last bit of hope that maybe I'm wrong, that they could like me back. But i would rather save myself the heartache.

Feelings suck balls *nods*

xo